♥ love lock ♥

朋友。

2011-09-18T09:59:00.002+08:00

朋友。

9月15日。我似乎失去了一个能够谈心、知心的朋友。

不是因为嫉妒。

不是因为小心眼。

更不是因为太小气。

是讲话的态度。

我发泄，我的事。

怎知？有几个好心人将之越搞越大。

如果我们的友谊因为你心爱的人而毁了，我个人觉得有点不值得。

毕竟，我当你是我最要好的朋友。

至少，你懂我的东西还蛮多的。

我想你有看到我的信息吧？

我会等你的回复。

我们的友谊，应该不会那么轻易结束。

对不起。

1st Anniversary.

2011-09-15T23:40:00.002+08:00

Today is 15th September 2011. ♥

He knows what is this day. :)

:(

2011-09-15T23:10:00.003+08:00

为什么我会在乎那么多？

我哭了。

给你的：

没有特别恶意想要搞砸我们的友谊。

不是因为嫉妒，更不是因为吃醋。

要嫉妒，要吃醋的话，我早就想办法把你夺走。

天蝎座的我，习惯把不顺心的东西给弄个顺心。

看来你早就知道我那奇怪的脾气了吧！

我不知道你会生气我多久。

更不知道你还会不会再跟我一起在嘛嘛畅所欲言。

也不知道这会不会影响我们的友谊。

只希望，一切依旧“一起啦”。

我知道你会看到这一篇东西，还是想要告诉你：YB真的很不错！

真心祝福你：考试顺利！

天使

2011-08-25T00:38:00.005+08:00

爱。天使。

他说，当他不在我身边的时候，他会请求上帝在我身边保护我。

如果每个人的身边都会有个天使，他会叫他身边的天使飞到我身边，守护着我。【说到这儿，我眼泪开始掉了。】

我问他，那你不就没有天使了啦？

他说，没关系，只要所有的天使飞到你身边就好了。

但我对他说，我就是你的天使啦～

晚安。♥

开心。13.08.2011

2011-08-23T16:57:00.008+08:00

开心。

知道会见到他，老早就准备好我们的第二“制服”。

也是蓝色的，看来第四“制服”要买红色的了。哈～

第三的是鸳鸯蘑菇头，很可爱哟～

星期六的早晨，到了Levain吃早餐。

一直都很想去的这间东西，终于跟他一块儿去了。

蘑菇鸡肉浓汤，一级棒！

临走前拍的面包们。不错吃噢～

在门口拍的，好害羞。

吃完早餐，就开始我们的Curve + IPC半日游。

我们好久没有看戏了咯!

所以，趁有点时间，看了Zoo Keeper。

一大堆动物，好动物噢～

除了看戏，我们也一直试衣服。

我超爱这张侧脸，好帅！♥

又被我看到莉莉猪了！！！

可爱可爱！！

真是无法抗拒的可爱！

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傍晚，我看着他的背影离我而去了。 :(

留下来的，是当天我们所拍的照片。

期待，等待，你的到来。

续。

2011-08-23T16:52:00.002+08:00

续。

57。因为他，那天我才能够去看周杰伦。

58。那一天，他害到我没有心跑完我的十公里。但至少，他陪我走到终点。

59。我很懒写了。哈～

7月12日。

2011-07-12T22:04:00.018+08:00

7月12日。

再过三天，是我们的第十个月。

不到一年的时间，很多生活上的小事都慢慢的变成我们的趣事、回忆。没有特别的多，但至少这些都是我脑海里暂时想起的。

1。每一次他告诉我说他第一次看到我的感觉，我都会暗爽。他会说，“看着你蹦蹦跳跳的样子很可爱，所以就看上你了。”

2。到现在为止，我还是不明白为什么我们会在一起。因为当时我真的很不认识他。

3。第一次近距离见到他的样子，我依然记得他害羞的模样，拿着一袋McDonald，里面装着现在很heng的GCB和Nugget和薯条和汽水。三哥和housemate们都在酸肖我。

4。我喜欢批评他，明明自己也是半斤八两而已。而他，从来都没有生气过我。

5。他喜欢对我说，“宝贝，我想念你，我爱你。”

6。我不喜欢他每天都对我说这一些，但当他没有对我说，我却觉得不习惯。

7。他为了我，戒了烟。我相信他真的戒了，因为他爱我。

8。十个月的时间，我看着他慢慢的改变。

9。两个月了，我依然想念他的肩膀。

10。当我们看着对方，都会不知觉发自内心的给对方一个微笑，我觉得很幸福。

11。他喜欢吃巧克力，我喜欢吃马脚。

12。他没有很喜欢吃鱼，但我却拉着求他陪我吃蒸鱼，还好第二次他主动提议说去吃蒸鱼，那时是我要离开金宝的前两天。

13。想起我要internship三个月，我们各自都偷偷流了两个礼拜的眼泪。

14。我喜欢，不我爱，这首歌。尤其是我们一起听的时候，感觉特别好。

15。有时候，我觉得自己很大男人。因为他都会迁就我。

16。他喜欢带我去吃贵贵的东西，但我觉得不需要，就算每晚吃mamak我都无所谓，因为papadum可以满足到我。

17。他很自恋，照镜子比我还久，搽BB Cream的次数比我还要多。

18。我不喜欢他穿那件窄窄灰色的T恤，可是他就是喜欢秀身材，还要假假说其他衣服洗了，没衣服穿了之类的烂借口。

19。有时候我会觉得他很帅，但当他穿灰色那件衣时，我就会离他远远的。

20。说真的，我讲粗口的次数，竟然比他还频密。可笑的是，起初我讲粗口，他会觉得我很可爱；日子久了，他会提醒我说要我斯文点。

21。他会习惯性的帮我吹头发，当我自己懒得吹时，他会一直念念念。

22。“你很烦”这三个字是我时常对他说的；而他时常对我说的三个字，却是“我爱你”。

23。傍晚时分，他会去打篮球，我会去跑步。自私的我，多么希望他陪我跑步，就算自己没有去跑，也不想他去打，因为只想要他陪我。

24。无可否认，我喜欢怀疑他。学阿妈话哉，没有做错事的话，没有必要去怕人家查你，怀疑你。

25。还记得有一天我很想吃popcorn，金宝要找popcorn好像有点不简单，但是那晚在左安家讨论完功课，他竟然在车上变出一包popcorn给我。那是我第一次吃着popcorn傻笑。

26。我第一次去clubbing，是他带我去的。

27。我告诉过自己，如果亲眼看到他抽烟，我也会抽，因为想要让他感觉到我的感觉。虽然，这20个年头都没有正式的抽过一根烟，也不是要伤自己的身体，但我就是那么的任性。你吹啊？

28。星期六晚上我们会约好礼拜早上一早去巴刹吃早餐，我们都爱吃一粒粒的番薯丸，虽然很油。但是！往往大家都会睡迟，到了巴刹什么鬼都没有了。

29。他知道我不喜欢他剪古里古怪的发型，所以这几个月来，他都保持在同样的发型。

30。他是第一个让我知道99朵玫瑰是不轻的人。

31。他明明知道我要减肥，却偏偏每天捞我吃多多东西，可见他是多么的不配合。

32。想想下，他也有配合过我的时候。试过我们的晚餐是水果而已，但维持不了多久，好像是两个礼拜而已。

33。他从来都不嫌我肥，他说这样抱起来比较好抱涡~听了很开心，但是不是间接的讲我真的很肥？好矛盾。

34。好想对他说对不起，因为每次都让他伤心。

35。还没跟他在一起时我们一同去打pool，当时觉得他打pool的样子好好看，尤其是他那专注的眼神，但近来觉得还好而已啦。

36。习惯性的提醒他，不要时常喝teh ais。

37。我喜欢在车上大喊！喊“Bird Bird！！”

38。我们都爱吃对方的醋。

39。被他的老师看到我们吵架，而且还要在他的班上被老师爆料，我觉得很好笑。

40。很老土的场景，图书馆可说是我们拍拖的老地方。

41。我不喜欢回他的信息，因为我懒惰。但他从不放弃，即使我没回他，他还拼命的发给我。

42。他老是叫我吃这个那个，为了“吃”，我还发过脾气弄他生气了。

43。他喜欢在我fb的wall写东西，但我往往都擅自delete。

44。有试过很想大大声的大喊，“我很幸福！！” 但我害羞。

45。他很好笑，晚上打完电话竟然不要盖电话，说要听到我睡着后才挂电话。我的呼吸声真的那么大声？

46。无可否认，他的身材不错。

47。每次都在斗谁先起身，结果多数都是我赢。如果我迟起了，我会硬说我没有跟他斗。

48。他瞒着我去做工，为的是想要存多一点钱买ah tab和跟我一起去旅行。心疼？幸福？我分不了。

49。很多时候，他为了我，放下了朋友。有时候我会对他说，“你有你的自由。”

50。他手机的壁纸，统统都是我或我们的照片。

51。Internship以来第一次看到他的时候，送了他一本很不完整的相簿。他却对我说他每晚要看一轮才会睡着，变态。

52。每一次我打完嗝，我都会笑笑，他会说两个字，“哎哟～”

53。其实，我偷偷买了第十个月的礼物给我俩。

54。他是大番薯，每次打球不是跌倒就是给人弄伤。

55。只有他明白 ^____________________^ 的意思。

56。这一篇，我相信还会有续集的。

p/s ♥ 我不告诉你我写了这篇东西。看完后可以发个信息给我吗？不用很长，三个字就好咯。

怎么办。

2011-07-02T23:51:00.002+08:00

几个月的时间，让我们看清、也看透了。

但，我真的不知道如何是好。

问题，大家都不知道怎么去处理。

因为，真的太荒谬了。

就连发梦都想不到的情景，如今却一一的出现在眼前。

就像上演着一套很电影的电影，也就是现实生活中少有的案例。

以前的他，不是现在的他了。

人不可貌相，看清身边每一个人吧！

看不清的话，总有一天你会对他大失所望的！

同时，珍惜身边对你好的那个人。

惜福。

看着我心爱的那一个人我很心疼，疼在为什么那一个人忍受了那么多委屈。

我们都爱你！

315

2011-03-15T22:50:00.000+08:00

三月十五日，不是好日。

又是三月了。

2011-03-04T21:42:00.002+08:00

贰〇壹壹年 · 叁月

充满着种种回忆的三月，又来了。

还是忘不了前年的三月，我哭过，也笑过。

如果那时候是做了另一个的抉择的话，今天的我又会变成怎样呢？

他和他和她。

无可否认，还是很喜欢他的优点。

他从来不迟到 =)

守时的男人，果然值得欣赏。

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1月杪，和家人到了台北过春节。

台北的生活，可以用三个字来形容。[我喜欢]

无论是人或物，我都很喜欢。

就算是捷运，我也爱上了。

能够让我在选择的话，我会到台湾读大学。

现在太迟了，有机会的话，我还要到台湾玩十次八次酱。

这一次的台北之旅，陆家真的玩疯了。

和家人拍了很多照片。为什么？

因为我买了这几年梦寐以求的相机。

突然觉得自己很幸福，要什么就有什么。

虽然有时候还是想要学别人那样追求名牌衣服鞋子包包还是手机之类的东西，但是想一想，我比很多人所得到的还多了一些。

学会知足，感恩。

辛卯年的初八晚上，到了太平拜天公。

小镇的热闹，比城市跨年还要夸张。

太平拜天公的两天一夜，我只能说，崇斌好可爱。

22022011，星期二。

我到了布城注册结婚。

不！！不是我，是大哥和大嫂。

注册仪式在大哥搞笑的大喊 “我愿意” 就结束了。

希望他们的婚姻幸福美满。

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最近在脑海的一句话是，“没有『如果』，做就对了”。

很多时候都会在想，如果我有这样那样，我就可以怎样怎样了。

如果，只是一个在骗自己的假设连词。

“如果我能够瘦一点，就好咯～”

『如果』是不能让你瘦的，努力减肥，才是真正的解药。

这是我对自己下的命令，“没有『如果』，做就对了”。

加油，陆心昀！

荡秋千。

2011-01-19T00:55:00.004+08:00

今天和两个傻婆跑完步，坐在小孩子的游乐场看着一家大小在共享天伦之乐。

想当年的我，也不过是如此而已。

同样的，会像现在的小孩子一样，吵着要荡秋千。

而且要荡得高高的，越高越好。

以前喜欢荡秋千，是因为想要更靠近天空。

也在享受高高又凉凉的感觉。

无可否认，现在长大了，还是蛮喜欢坐在秋千上。

没有必要要荡得高高的，简简单单的晃一晃就满足了。

满足的原因是能够回想起童年的一幕幕。

记忆当中，爸爸会在我们身旁推我们，让我们荡得高高的。

这是不是意味着，父母也是想我们的未来能够有很好的憧憬？

如今，我们长大了，父母也老了。

而我们是否真的成长了呢？还是还处于幼稚的心态处理每一件事情？

还是，我们都不够成熟？

想一想，还有很多事情是还没经历的，还是听听大人的道理、经验、意见等，这样会走少很多冤枉路。

父母的心中，我们都是长不大的孩子。

回来金宝的前一天，爸妈千吩咐万吩咐的叫我要好好照顾自己。

说真的，少了三哥的陪伴，像是少了些什么的。安全感？可能吧。

最后一年的金宝生活，唯有靠自己。独立对我来说，没有什么大不了。 :)

原来

2011-01-13T20:19:00.000+08:00

原来一路以来，放弃的是我自己。

不耐烦。

2010-12-27T00:52:00.000+08:00

不要绑得我太紧，我会不耐烦。

烦。

2010-12-26T12:19:00.001+08:00

烦。

旋轉木馬

2010-12-25T13:31:00.002+08:00

有人说：

“我们的人生就像旋转木马一样

总在不停的转为工作而转为劳碌而转为生活而转

那些漂亮华丽的装饰像是填满了我们的躯壳

却弥补不了灵魂的空虚

恰似快乐却更像个绝望的圆

当游乐场打烊后又有谁能看得见

在漂亮华丽的包装下那颗破碎的心？”

也有人说：

“旋转木马是最残忍的游戏，彼此追逐却有永恒的距离”

其实，我想念他了。

2010-12-25T11:25:00.004+08:00

短短的一天，突然变得好漫长。

短短的几个小时，突然发生了很多事。

短短的几分钟，我变得不知所措。

短短的几个字，我觉得我很失败。

短短的距离，却能够感到无比的陌生。

短短的夜晚，我找到了一位愿意听我诉苦的聆听者。

短短的一小时半，我把一切都说了出来。

短短的谈话中，发达的泪腺变得好忙。

短短的一刻，我哭着睡着了。

习惯

2010-12-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

这两天的我怎么了？

想了很多泪也流了蛮多

是不是有一种东西叫做“习惯”？

想了想是“习惯”在作祟

是不是又有一种东西叫做“后悔”？

想了想现在不是时候后悔

也不该后悔

其实我也听说

有种东西叫怀念

真是百感交集啊救命

说来说去罪魁祸首的还是“习惯”

为什么你要跑出来？赶快离我而去！

陆心昀！是时候醒醒了！！

Finished Y2S3 in Utar!!

2010-12-17T23:55:00.002+08:00

Yuhoo!!

Finished Y2S3 in Utar!!

Went to Ipoh for dinner and movie with my dearest sistas after the last paper.

Just a kind of relief.

After got back home, was busy packing my things in 273.

The last night I stay at 273.

Hmm, full of memories with san ge and housemates.

Sometimes I don't like them much, seriously. >.<

However, we solved many problems together, especially when quarrel with the ex-owner.

Now, they're graduated.

I have to take care of myself. T.T

It's time to be more independent!

Berry berry

2010-12-16T19:37:00.003+08:00

LOL!! I'm totally addicted with this!!

It's Berry NICE man!!

3rd monthsary.

2010-12-15T22:39:00.006+08:00

15th December 2010.

Had 1st paper for this semester final exam.

2 days more, year two sem three in UTAR will come to an end.

It's our 3 rd monthsary.

Ate 4 meals today!

Played Bejeweled Blitz for more than 5 hours!

Wanted to wake up at 6am, but ended up..

I woke up at 7am to do the last revision.

I wanna sleep for 8 hours tonight!

The 9th day without him.

Well, today is the 15th, again.

Another 16 days to come to a new year.

I felt lonely.

I hate the feeling of waiting somebody, especially the loves one.

Happy 3rd monthsary. ♥

Hmm, not happy at all. =(

2010-12-12T02:46:00.004+08:00

The 6th day.

Had 1 hr 25 mins phone call with him. :)

Told him that I super duper miss him.

However, he gave me a bad news.

I cried after he told me about that.

I hate him, yet I still miss him badly. :(

I want to see his chubby face.

I want to watch movie with him.

I want him to accompany me study.

I want his hug.

I want to eat every meal with him.

I need him, seriously. :(

3rd day without him.

2010-12-09T22:07:00.002+08:00

Day 3 without him.

Finally got his phone call this morning.

I wanted to call him whenever I miss him.

But I never do so, because I know he's busy.

And I keep telling myself, once he is free, will definitely give me a call.

Within these 3 days, I felt lonely all the time.

Thinking the way he forced me to eat, accompanied me, etc.

I miss him. :(

How great if you're here right now.

he's gone.

2010-12-06T22:37:00.003+08:00

看着他的背影

眼泪还是流了下来

好不舍得

救命

He's a liar.

2010-12-06T14:22:00.001+08:00

你为什么说谎?

:(

2010-12-02T01:04:00.003+08:00

真的不是那么喜欢。

因为，我会担心。

因为，我会想很多。

我没有权利去控制任何一个人。

大家需要一些自由，我也不例外。

我不喜欢被人控制，也不想控制任何人。

开心就好。

^____^

注意：当我用这笑脸时，表示我在苦笑。嘴巴越长，代表我笑得越苦。

2 months, 2 weeks & 2 days.

2010-12-01T00:12:00.001+08:00

01 December 2010

We have been together for 2 months, 2 weeks & 2 days. :)

突然

2010-11-30T01:04:00.000+08:00

突然好想哭。

同样的

2010-11-29T19:43:00.004+08:00

怎么了

同样的道理

同样的意见

同样的压力

同样的不满

同样的恐惧

同样的烦恼

同样的心情

救命

几时才能够摆脱这一切

昨天走了一条以前蛮常走的一段路

才发觉很多东西都在变

以前没有的店屋现在都热闹了起来

不禁想起了很多事情

两个礼拜后回到家看到那一束玫瑰花

虽然已经枯了

但它枯得很漂亮

意味着什么

好想知道

朋友们

如果最近看到我的脸上没有笑容请别见怪

有可能我不想讲话有可能我不开心

也有可能我在想东西

就这样~

What happened to me?

2010-11-21T10:14:00.000+08:00

What happened to me?

i'm 20 now!!

2010-11-15T01:52:00.007+08:00

I'm officially 20 now!! Happy birthday to me. :)

13 November 2010

After lunch, mummy called me. She asked me to go to her shop because someone had delivered a hand bouquet for me. It's from William. *Thank you. :)

At night, I've dated with secondary schoolmates at The One Cafe, KD.

Popiah Shim!! A guy who surprised me. He cheated me that he has replacement class on Sunday and not attending my birthday celebration, yet he was there. At first, I thought there are only few little cats to celebrate with me, but at last the number of people was double up. Guys, thanks for coming. :)

The cafe free a 20" pizza as birthday cake for me.

After that, yum cha with Sann and Kuku at Kepong. Was planning for the coming scout gathering. Can't wait for it!!

I thought birthday girl might has a special offer during her birthday, but there is definitely no!! Parents and brother keep calling me to back home. >.<

Xinjunrella is really Xinjunrealla. sigh.

14 November 2010

Nothing special on this day.

Went to Mid Valley with mummy and 3rd brother for lunch at Pasta Zanmai. Then i spent my whole afternoon at GTM. =.=

Camwhore at printing shop. 2nd brother was totally beh tahan me. haha.

Finally it's dinner time!!

Purposely went to Gohtong Jaya and had family dinner.

We had joy, we had fun. :)

Got back home around 12a.m., another birthday cake to eat. hehe.

My birthday presents. I like all of them. Thank you so much. :)

I like all of the presents, but I like this the most. This is from my 3rd brother and his gf. I like it so so much because this is what I wanted for long time ago. And, the brother was asking me what I want for my birthday present, so I know it's the time to "wad" him for this. Finally I got it. :)

Once again, thank you all of my friends and family who celebrated my birthday with me.

Finally I'm 20th now. :)

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. I'm enjoying the trip with my dearest friends and family. :)

Oh ya, 15 November 2010. It's our second monthsary. I ♥ him.

Early Birthday Celebration

2010-11-12T03:26:00.009+08:00

11 November 2010

11 11, such a great Thursday.

As usual, went for jogging in the morning and had sandwich plus banana milkshake as my breakfast. (Sound so healthy. wee~)

Attended 2 tutorial classes from 9.30am to 5pm. It's really bored, to the max!!

Again, yoga class. I like it, just a kind of relief.

Had dinner with the boy. A simple early birthday dinner.

He looks different today. Feel like hiding something and thinking something.

He cheated me that wanna take something for Daniel at his house.

When I entered his house, candles were arranging along the staircases and he brought me to the room.

Omg, a Hello Kitty was sitting around a heart shape that arranging by candles.

He passed me a huge bouquet of roses. It is pink and cream roses. 99 roses!!

The ever first time I got that many.

Seriously, my tears were coming out.

At the same time, what I had mentioned to him that I like Secret Recipe White Chocolate cake was appeared in front of me. Stephy and Daniel sang birthday song to me and he was holding the cake. Gosh, how touch was it.

It might be nothing special for others, but this is my first time.

The boy really made my day.

Dear, thank you for whatever you did for me. Appreciate a lot!! ♥

After don't know how long time, I was still enjoying the heart shape candles in the room.

Suddenly, mummy called me. After a short chit chat with her and brother, birthday song was appeared again. This time was my sisters and friends. Nok Ling, Joanne, Yean Fen, Mq and Kenix.

Again, the cake is special. last year was a Hello Kitty design and this year is a doll face. Look like my face? I don't think so because I'm not chubby as the cake! (Hope I won't be round as the Geisha cake.)

After that, they asked me to follow them to my car bonnet and choose for my birthday present.

They are really sot, and yet, I love them!!

Had double early birthday celebrations at 2010. Thank you so much dearsss. ♥♥♥

Memories

2010-11-06T17:20:00.003+08:00

Memories.

Suddenly pop out many things in my mind.

Time flies, everything happened.

Life, unpredictable.

Maybe, the process is more important than the outcome.

Was thinking about them.

He and she.

Hmm, what's wrong with me?

November.

2010-11-06T09:55:00.003+08:00

It's November.

十一月，好多感触。

明天是她的生日，突然好想亲口对她说生日快乐。

去年的今天，还帮她庆祝生日。还记得，帮她订的“蛋糕”不是她喜欢的Playboy，我尽力了。

我们，一起笑过、玩过、睡过、做瑜伽、去夜市、上课、上网买衣服、穿同样款式的鞋、逛街、谈天···脑海不停的浮现我们的回忆。人人都说我们长得很像，样子、发型、生日日期、车、车牌号码···都是相差不远的。

直到那一天，我们再也没有讲话了。想一想，是不是当时的我们没有沟通好？没有把心中的不爽早早讲出来，而等到最后一分钟才一一表露出来，才会把我们的感情弄得那么僵。

过了那么多个月，如果能够跟她讲话，我想，我会对她说的第一句话应该是“对不起”吧！对不起，因为我的自私。对不起，欺骗了她。对不起，之前没有沟通好，没有把心中的不爽讲出来。对不起，我不知道我伤了她有多深···

她应该很恨我吧！她应该不会想要跟我说话，就连看我一眼也不要吧！

看到近来的她，过得不错。希望她能够开开心心的过她的生活。她也不可能会来看我写的这一切吧！但我真的想祝她生日快乐，学业上有更好的成绩！

明天的我，希望会有勇气发个短讯祝她生日快乐。

打着打着这一个个的字，我怎么了？我哭了。

友情，说来就来，说走就走。

但我深信一句话：

Once A Friend, Always A Friend.

珍惜当下身边的朋友，不要留下任何遗憾。

死性不改

2010-10-26T14:14:00.001+08:00

死性不改。

几时才能够改掉我的任性？

救命。

1 month, 1 week & 1 day.

2010-10-23T19:10:00.002+08:00

1 month, 1 week & 1 day.

The day without him, I miss him badly.

Ipoh with lao gong

2010-10-22T21:15:00.002+08:00

1 month and 1 week?

What we did for this day?

Had breakfast with the boy at pasar. Gosh, addicted to the sweet potato balls. Like it so much. :)

Suddenly decided to go to Ipoh, with "leh feh" look. (Nobody will care who we are and what are we wearing, so we ignore it.)

Window shopping and watched movie at Ipoh Jusco. This is the second movie that watch with the boy. "Life as we know it" The babe girl, Sophie is so so cute. And, overall the movie is quite nice, sweet and funny. :)

Went to Dessert Street and ate mixed fruits ice. It's nice, full of fruits covering the shaved ice, with a scope of ice-cream.

The weather in Kampar is freaking hot and not even rain for one day. However, while enjoying the mixed fruits ice, Ipoh was raining cats and dogs. The boy was blocking the wind and rain for me, I felt the warm at the moment. He ran for hundred meters to get the car and drove near to the stall to make sure I won't kena rain, yet he was so wet. This is he, he always gives me the best things, treats me in the best way. ♥

Had a sweet and happy Friday with the boy. :)

what else you want?

2010-10-18T18:19:00.004+08:00

Satisfied.

I've gotten what I wish to get recently.

Back to Kampar finally.

Meet him after 3 weeks time.

Went for vacation.

Got myself a pair of high heels.

Played badminton with the gang.

Watched movie. (Although it was a suck ghost movie.)

Got the car sticker. (Luckily.)

Human is an animal with full of desire.

Maybe, I am greedy. Trying to get everything that I hope to own it.

Well, sometimes I will tell myself, "You have everything in life, what else you want?"

Yea, I really have everything in my life. Family, friends and him. I should cherish each of them.

With love. :)

holiday

2010-10-18T10:25:00.006+08:00

假期愉快

三个星期的假期就这样结束了

矛盾的心情难以形容

平时很少和大哥相处

在三个星期内觉得大哥不再像以前小时候跟他有种距离的感觉

其实他也有他可爱的一面

这是第一次想留在店帮忙而不想开学

以前总会有千千万万的不愿意在店帮忙

这一次真的是很想帮忙大哥

毕竟对他来说这是他另一个开始

打理一间店真的不是想象中的简单

突然怀念这三个星期和大哥一起相处的时间

看顾客撞门遇到傻海顾客一起吃晚餐。。。

一路以来觉得大哥很凶难以相处

想不到会有这么的一天

其实大哥也可以癫起来的 :)

矛盾的心情就是因为他

不然我真的不要回金宝

14/10-17/10

短暂的槟城之旅

好不舍得

缺乏朋友带路去吃喝玩乐

我们靠的是卫星导航

导致行程变得怪怪的

但还是很开心

那一晚，似乎没有任何烦恼。只有微微的烛光，你我的心声，海浪还不时的打在脚上。

=极乐寺=

喜欢晚上在海边听海浪的声音

喜欢他在身边的感觉

♥

成绩终于出了

其实还好至少没有死得很难看

还是那一句新学期再努力

求神拜佛不要再出现那些奇怪的老师

加油~

想

2010-10-04T23:53:00.002+08:00

假期了

好想约好姐妹出街喝茶八一八

好想逛街

好想看电影

好想买很多东西

好想买衣服鞋子包包香水相机等等

好想弄头发

好想电脑赶快好起来（它有扭计了）

好想变不肥

好想快点瘦下来

好想去玩

好想回金宝

好想见到他

好想念他

好想。。

哪一个会成真？

我不知

但我真的好想~

bad day

2010-09-27T23:59:00.004+08:00

终于为马来西亚的高速公路做出贡献

能够在短短的一个小时内

过了6个toll 付了5个toll 的钱

RM2.70+RM2.20+RM2.20+RM1.50+RM1.50=RM10.10

对我迷路了

原本没有很紧张

越走就越觉得恐怖

因为我根本不知道是什么地方来的也没有走过

一个人独自在下雨的夜晚驾着车迷路（还忘了带眼镜，几乎连路牌都看不清）

你会做什么？

我？只是想到 =哭= 而已

难以想象为什么我没有打电话求救

经过九曲十八弯终于穿到回家的路

回到家我哭得更厉害（自然反应，我也不知道为什么会这样）

但是可恶的他们却嘲笑我（妈妈笑得最大声）

无言以对

温馨提醒：驾车的话记得打满油噢也记得留一些钱在车（过toll需要一些钱）touch n go 也记得要充值噢

迷路时第一件要做的事请其实是 =冷静=

开心我又长大了 :)

Y2S2 is over.

2010-09-25T18:17:00.004+08:00

9月25日（星期六）雨

大学的第二年第二个学期终于告一段落了

今早考完了这学期的最后一科

成绩如何听天由命吧

这学期过得蛮快的

也发生了不少快乐伤心幸福愤怒等大大小小的事情

唯一不变的是我们三个还是共同进退

希望不会有任何阻碍而拆散了我们

给诺琳和左安的：

d.l.t.s.c.h. vs c.b.b.e 为我们的友情迈向另一个境界

对了不要怪我没有把最新消息告诉你们只是想给你们个惊喜

希望没有把你们给吓坏

心昀的电脑突然好起来了

好开心

我会好好的珍惜你和爱你的

希望你不要再突然的扭计不然我会哭死

妈妈的电脑真的不是普通的慢但它也陪了我一段时间

尽管对它有点感情了我还是最爱你的

千万千万不要再耍脾气了噢乖乖

好想念他 ♥

有他在身边总是感到幸福的

虽然今天是第一天的假期但我恨不得今天就是新学期的第一天

因为我真的好想见到他

等待那一天的到来

rocover.

2010-08-30T18:37:00.002+08:00

心昀真的回来了

今天的天气足以让她复原

她振作起来了

复原的过程中，特别感谢Cecil

她陪我度过了

我也想通了

又是新的开始了

加油 ^^

哭了

2010-08-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

8月27日（晴）

我哭了。

:(

2010-08-27T21:48:00.002+08:00

终于得到答案了

这一回我彻彻底底的输了

输给了自己

今天的我怎么了？

放空了又再放空

放心心昀会好起来的

给她一点时间吧

不只是朋友。

2010-08-25T10:35:00.005+08:00

8月21日（星期六）

无聊到我快要疯了。

恨不得自己驾车回KL。

想到回KL，发觉自己超久没有痛痛快快的逛街了。

是想要省钱的关系吗？还是最近的衣服、鞋子、包包...全都不合我意？

最近真的真的没有要逛街的欲望。

少见！少见！

完全不是心昀的作风。

但，有种预感。

心昀要回来了。

因为她最近看腻了身上的物品。

哈~

最近爱上“适者生存”这四个字。

还是那一句，“当多数的人都对你有意见的时候，就是你出现了问题。”

此时，你没有必要向外面的人扮可怜。

清者自清，谣言止于智者。

那一天，突然爱上了这一首歌。

你身边的女人总是美丽

你追逐的爱情总是游戏

在你的眼里

我是你可以对饮言欢的朋友

你从不吝啬催促我分享你的快乐

你开心的时候总是挥霍

你失意的片刻总是沉默

在你的眼里

我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友

你从不忘记提醒我分担你的寂寞

你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友

还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵

你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友

还想有那么一点点自私的占有

想做你不变的恋人

想做你一世的牵挂

想做你不只是朋友

内疚。

2010-08-11T23:17:00.003+08:00

投入了很多心机的，让我失望了。

尽了我能力范围的，感觉好内疚。

无奈的心情非笔墨能够形容。

脑海中出现的问题是，“是我做得不够好吗？还是是老师的问题？

还是自己的粗心？最后一分钟做出来的结果？”

无意中，我发现在这种情况下，眼泪是不会给你面子的。

它会自己跑出来。

讨厌这样的自己。

外表上，我习惯扮得很坚强。

实际上，我真的不是个坚强的心昀。

真的很想哭出来。

好希望，现在有个肩膀让我靠一靠。

别再对我说下一次了。

2010-08-08T22:51:00.002+08:00

我讨厌别人跟我说“下一次”。

“明天”也不例外。

因为我知道一定是骗人的。

别再对我说下一次了！！拜托！！

答案。

2010-08-08T18:26:00.002+08:00

还以为自己找到想要的答案了。

但是，结果并不像想象中的那样。

出现了一个绊脚石。

我不认识它，但始终觉得，它在与我作对。

此时的我，好怕。

我不想就这样失去我要的。

那一天，发了个美梦。

美梦能够成真吗？

好希望现实生活中，能够出现和梦里一样的场景。

祝我幸福，好吗？

Dark Heaven Mafia Mass Comm night

2010-07-29T08:42:00.006+08:00

Dark Heaven Mafia Mass Comm Night.

无意间成了这个Prom Night的帮手

帮忙decoration 几乎有几个夜晚都是凌晨3点才回到家

无意间认识了几个新朋友

在mamak的时刻是最开心的

我喜欢那一栋一栋的建筑屋

充满了我们的回忆

虽然没有帮到很大的忙但至少我也在那些黑色的纸粘过画过剪过撒过金粉

终于等到那一晚的到来了

穿上鲜艳的红色很像鬼几恐怖一下咯

自己化妆弄头发效果还不错

那一晚还蛮开心的

跟大家拍照跟小草伴舞看表演舞蹈表演真的是超赞

Bo Peep Bo Peep~~ :)

晚会结束了

大家都很累了但我想这是值得的

拍了一些照片都在这里有兴趣就去看看吧

承诺

2010-07-25T02:22:00.002+08:00

承诺。

承诺，真的信得过吗？

曾经的他，给了我许多承诺。

天真的我，都把所有的承诺当真。

慢慢的，我开始长大了。

发觉，承诺是不可随便相信的玩意儿。

一次又一次的，他没有实现当初为我许下的承诺。

我也看透了。

有的人为了“承诺”，而欺骗自己的感情。

确定了，认定了，才为对方许下承诺吧！

别让他/她失望，自己也不会那么辛苦。

“永远”这两个字，也不要随便说出口。

个人觉得，“永远”也是蛮不可靠的。

总而言之，珍惜当下所拥有的就足够了。

=)

2010-07-05T00:12:00.002+08:00

最后一次的分手，让我得到更多东西。

我学会放下，把世界看得更广。

跟妈妈的感情更好了，因为我学会与妈妈分享我的爱情故事。

妈妈也默默的支持我，鼓励我，安慰我。

幸福的感觉。

有时候淡淡的，也可以让你整个人精神起来。

最近的我，活得很快乐。

享受。幸福。

喜欢上了

2010-07-01T03:12:00.004+08:00

开心，因为我放下了。

开心，因为姐妹们配合我。

开心，因为我们讲话了。

开心，因为想念他。

开心，因为身边的朋友都把我当傻婆来看待。

开心。♥

渐渐的

2010-06-25T22:18:00.001+08:00

渐渐的，我习惯了不习惯。:)

错过。

2010-06-16T19:34:00.005+08:00

我发觉，自己无意的错过了很多美好的回忆。

那一年，我退出了童军团。

我爱童军的生活，但我放弃了。

我错过了很多在炎热的天气下步操，自己起火烹饪，团康，营火会，辛苦的体能，做队长…的日子。

我真的很后悔为什么当初要放弃。

我失去了我的队友，团友…

喜欢童军的原因是，童军就是有那种无与伦比的气势。

我喜欢那份最热忱的团队精神。

以前，当我穿上童军制服时，我会引以为傲。

童军，或许会让你晒到很黑（连阿妈都不认得的那一种），也会让你累到不想爬起来。

但是我还是深深的记住一句话，“只要尽情投入，就能享受其中乐趣”。

每个辛苦的背后，你会发觉辛苦是值得的，因为它让你学得更多。

在童军生活中，我哭过，也笑过。即使是疯疯癫癫，被人骂得狗血淋头的日子，我都很怀念。

后悔，放弃童军。

那一年，我也放弃了住在宿舍的日子。

因为当年的冲动，让我失去了很多在宿舍的快乐时光。

自修时睡觉，偷跑外出，吃夜宵，订外卖，早乐…

我怀念~

至少，我有念高三。不然，我一定会恨死自己。

高三的生涯，无比的快乐。

和她吵架了，她生日时，我们一起流着泪拍照。

教师节，我们尽心尽力的表演。

参加了戏剧生活营，他们给了我很多回忆，扮青蛙，讲心事，爱美丽亚老师的拖鞋…

羽球比赛。

和vivi在墙上画了彩虹。

我们六个，彬，扬，铭，玲，佩。要不是我们，文孝就没有“一起啦”的口号了。

……还有一大堆的故事。

这些年，我错过了很多我应有的生活。

但，现实生活中，我也得到很多让我意想不到的乐趣。

对，这就是人生。

人生如戏，戏如人生。

活在当下。

29052010

2010-05-31T00:14:00.008+08:00

29052010

Another happy day.

Played badminton with 6A2 gang early in the morning.

Yea, 8 a.m. and I was late. :)

After badminton was planned to go to Frim but end up all of us were tired and lazy, so, Frim changed to breakfast.

After breakfast, brought Datou, Lennon, Wan Yee to my brother's shop to print out Ah Chuah's birthday card and also frame it.

Chit chat in my car, laughed, laughed and laughed.

Then, went to Kepong Jusco and meet up with others and watched movie.

They watched "Kidnap". Yea, I watched it with Mr. Poh before.

So, This is the first time I fall asleep in the cinema. haha.

At night, went to a restaurant in Sentul to celebrate Ah Chuah's birthday.

Arghh!! I heart Chuah's birthday present so so much!!

Oh ya. I love Ah Chuah's birthday cake as well~~

Secret Recipe White Chocolate Macadamia.

If you never try it before, you must try it. :) It is nice.

Had a wonderful gathering with 6A2 gang. I like the moment the most. :)

order

2010-05-28T02:49:00.001+08:00

I've started my business.

And........

I've got the first order from a Malay!!!

Happy~~

Wish me can get more and more customerssss. :)

马六甲

2010-05-24T23:51:00.006+08:00

连续两个礼拜都去了马六甲应该不会很疯狂吧？？

15052010 + 16052010

Went to Malacca and A' Famosa with Mr. Poh and friends.

We ate a lot of things within these two days.

Chicken rice, cendol, satay celup, rojak, coconut, thousand layer cake, birthday cake, donut, ... , ..., etc.

Walked, walked, and walked all around Malacca with the hot weather.

Stayed in a bungalow at A' Famosa. Yea, with a private swimming pool.

And we had celebrated Chit Yee's early birthday "in" the swimming pool early in the morning.

The next day, went to Malacca town again.

At first was planned to meet up with my friends in Malacca, but it might be too rush. So I never meet with them. *disappointed.

In the evening, back to the busy city again.

And, had Thai cuisine as our dinner at Look Out Point. Had dinner in the jungle?? Yea, I think so.

Raining night. Reached home.

Something was happened. =[

The next week.

23052010

Went to Malacca again.

With my second brother and his girlfriend. =]

Was a half day trip and actually went there for our lunch only. Crazy??

Hmm. Lazy to upload those photos. hehe.

不是讲笑。

2010-05-11T21:17:00.002+08:00

不是讲笑。

我真的很想买一架DSLR!!!

sad.

2010-05-07T17:26:00.004+08:00

现在的心情不知道要如何形容

这种感觉只有在考试期间才会有的

刚刚考了这学期的第三份考卷

是的我不会做

不能说全部都不会

只是讨厌自己为什么没有背好好

明明充满信心的结果考完的心情真的很不好

还有两份考卷

真的希望能够考好来

但是这两份都是我没有把握的

真的很想考到好成绩不想维持在那个成绩

我几时才能够把成绩拉上来？？

随写。

2010-05-02T00:28:00.012+08:00

很想写很多东西

但是好像没有什么时间让我慢慢的写

就写些我现在想表达的吧

看了“初恋红豆冰”

只能说我喜欢

某些场景看了很舒服也有很多爆笑的场面

故事情节也很生活化

当中会一直有鸽子的叫声咕咕咕

想起了在中华的日子每个早上都会听到的“早乐”

尤其是在国字楼和食堂大楼因为那里比较多树所以就能够听得分外清楚

有时候它们会无意间的出现在你隔壁（当换位换到你坐靠窗时）

它们会停在冷气机的compressor上吓你其实还觉得蛮肮脏的

现在回想真的有点怀念

For fun

2010-04-22T00:32:00.001+08:00

Just wanna try how is it..

Using phone to upload this photo..

不爽

2010-04-14T23:00:00.002+08:00

最近。

我没有不开心，只是很不爽。

还有，有一点的心理不平衡。

难道，就很幼稚吗？

应该，不会吧?!

苦衷

2010-04-10T16:21:00.000+08:00

我有我的苦衷。

不要再试探我了。

对不起。

penang trip

2010-04-06T10:42:00.008+08:00

Penang Trip.

Went to Penang for ching ming.

03.04.2010 (Saturday)

Mami and papa pass by Kampar and fetch me and my bro.
Then start the journey to Penang.

p/s ♥ This post has many pieces of my personal photo. don't vomit. Thank you. :)

Penang bridge.

What a sunny day.

Outside of G Hotel, Gurney.
I like this hotel so so much.
Even their toilet~it's great.
Hope other days will have a chance to stay at there.

04.04.2010 (Sunday)

Early in the morning, went to Air Itam.

Then start to 扫墓.

Ferry jetty.

Had lunch at Hai Nan Town Restaurant.
It is a Hai Nan cuisine restaurant, but we ordered Nyonya cuisine.
Actually the food is okay only, but I like the environment very much.
With the sea breeze~wow~great!

After that, we moved to Penang beach.

That's all for my Penang ching ming trip.

Again, had fun with papa, mami and bro. ♥

5 yrs and 5 days.

2010-03-27T22:06:00.005+08:00

5 years and 5 days.

Yea. We went to Sunway Lagoon.
Was planning to go there since half century ago, and finally went there.
We bought 2 parks tickets and it had cost Mr. Poh over hundred. haha.

While playing at there, the only thing that I wanted to say is, "why don't have anything to play 1?"
Although felt like nothing to play, I felt very tired. (Just because of swimming?or long time didn't exercise already?)

At first I didn't bring along my camera, but to fulfill my beh tahanness, I open the locker and bring my camera play around Sunway lagoon as well.

Little tummy again. hehe.

Oh ya. I kena sun burn on my shoulder, design of my blouse kinda cacat. haha.

这五年。

2010-03-22T23:09:00.007+08:00

➎ ❤❤❤❤❤

Today is the day.

5th anniversary. ❤

第五年。

五年，过得好快。
五年，有很多快乐。
五年，有些不开心。
五年，经过风风雨雨。
五年，我们更珍惜彼此。
五年，我们多为彼此改变了不少。
五年，创造了很多属于我们的回忆。
五年，是不是不简单？我是这么认为。

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All about March.

2010-03-22T00:14:00.008+08:00

20.03.2010 (Saturday)

Celebrated my 3rd brother's 21st birthday at our house.
With a "lok lok" car.
And I really like his cake. But, the cake is super duper expensive.

For more photos, click here.

p/s: Those photos are included my dad's birthday celebration as well. :)

21.03.2010 (Sunday)

Outing to Mid Valley with Mr. Poh.
Walk here and walk there.
And spent our cake time in Secret Recipe.

♥ Happy. =]

desire

2010-03-13T22:49:00.006+08:00

Desire. (Updated)

Many things wanted to buy and to do recently.

Sony Ericsson W705. (Actually was targeted to Nokia 6700 slide, but still not available in the market yet. If Nokia is not bad, will consider to buy it too.) ☑
Shopping. ☑
DSLR. (I know it is impossible to get it, because it needs $2,000 - $3,000, can't afford to buy it.) ☒
Platinum necklace. (Mum said will buy for me when my birthday, i think it might be my 21st-year-old birthday present. "Aunty, means I have to wait for 2 years later?" ☐
Golla's camera bag. (No matter it is authentic or fake one, I need it to protect my camera.) ☑
Repair my camera. (must repair it within this month, if not no more warranty.) ☐
Celebrate a lovely 5th anniversary with him. ☑
Laptop cooler pad. (The old one spoiled already) ☐
External hard disc. (Don't know wanna buy for what, maybe just for fun. Yea, I think I need it to store my photos. Just in case.) ☐
...

Maybe, I will just dream about some of them.

Let me syok sendiri la.~

路不拾遗

2010-03-12T23:42:00.002+08:00

路不拾遗。

在一个风和日丽的早晨，她在我家外面发现了一个钱包，她捡了起来。
看了看那个钱包，是个不认识的人的钱包来的。

后来她就带着那个钱包去上课了。
上完课，我们在讨论有什么办法可以把那个钱包还给那个人。

给学校的人，又怕他不会去跟学校的人拿。
给警察，他们应该会把里面的钱独吞后，将钱包搁在一旁。
钱包里面有大众银行的卡，就想到傅先生帮得了这个忙。结果拿到了一个电话号码，打过去，是个马来婆。傅先生说：“好人难做啊！”
面子书应该是个最快能找到他的方法。

果然，找到他了。
后来，把钱包归回原主了。

有时候，好人也是可以做一下的。

三月

2010-03-09T17:59:00.003+08:00

又是三月了。

三月

快乐

怀念

不开心

回忆

哭泣

...

2010-03-03T18:33:00.001+08:00

I'm lazy. =[

the 4th & 11 monthsary

2010-02-23T22:28:00.002+08:00

The 4 11.

Yea, is the 4th year and 11 monthsary.
Mr. Poh fetch me back to Kampar.
The first time. Happy. :)

I know he was bored in here.
Kampar is super hot. Nothing can do at here.

Well, had a happy monthsary with Mr. Poh.
Another 1 month, 22nd March, will celebrate our 5th anniversary.
Hope there is nothing to obstruct our anni.

Click here to see all photos for the month of February. ♥

great day.

2010-02-21T01:08:00.001+08:00

CNY with Friends.

19.02.2010
Hang out with Krystie. 1 utama. A long distance shopping center for us.
Had a funny conversation through msn with her.

Planned to watch Valentine's Day with Krystie, Sann and friends.
But when the movie started, it showing True Legend. Krystie and I totally =.="".
Sann didn't inform us that Valentine's Day left the first row seats, so she bought True Legend.
Really sweat la. xD

20.01.2010
6a2 tuan bai.
Visited 10 friends' house.
Bin -> Hai Liang -> Vivi -> Khei -> HHS -> Heong Gei -> Chuah -> Krystie ->
Jack -------- CAR ACCIDENT -> Jun.

Car kena bang better than people get injury. Luckily Samz, Wan Yee and Shermane nothing.
God bless.

Went to another Mr. Poh, Guo Ann's house for his farewell.
He is going to Australia on the coming Monday. Wish him all the best. :)

Lazy to post photos here.
If you feel wanna see those 6a2 tuan bai's photos, click here.

Gong Xi Fatt Chai

2010-02-18T20:16:00.004+08:00

Gong Xi Fatt Chai!!

Yea. Its Chinese New Year. I like it.
Ang Pauss lai lai lai.

Celebrating my CNY in KL.
nothing special actually.

14.02.2010
Valentine's day?
Didn't celebrate.
Hmm. He owes me the Valentine's present. Yuhoo~

15.02.2010
Went to his grandma's house.
And also his relatives' house.

After dinner, went to Times Square Neway sing k with my brothers. I liked it. =]

17.02.2010
My uncle came to my house to had dinner together.
Yea, of course with the cutiess cousins.
They are really cute.

That's all for these few days.
Gonna start my assignment~ =.="

I did it.

2010-01-24T01:44:00.006+08:00

Finally.

What I had said last week? Yea. Straighten my hair finally. And, dyed my hair as well. The first time I dyed my hair and it was a good try for me. Will I regret? I don't know. Hope I won't. But at least, my coursemate has no chance to laugh me anymore because I've straighten my hair that he always remind me to have a hair do. The only sad thing is, my hair cost me RM 425.00. Worth it? I think it is okay.

Color : RM 160
Rebonding : RM 180
Treatment : RM 85
Cut : F.O.C

♥

18.01.2010

2010-01-19T00:52:00.007+08:00

18.01.2010

18.01?What day?

His birthday. Yes, I mean Jay Chou.

Her birthday. My ex. Don't think too much, is my ex-hostel roommate's birthday. We are quite close compare with other roommates. :) Tc, her name in short form. We used to hang out together during Malaysia mega sale. Hmm, we like to buy those worth stuff. The sad thing is we can't match our time which means when I'm free, she will be very busy with her assignments and test, vice versa. Seriously, I like to share my things with her. No matter it is sad, happy, funny, secret, people's bad things, etc. MAD. Happy birthday, my dear zhi nv, TC. Wish you stay pretty as a pondan. With love.

The first day of Year 2 Sem 1 in Utar. It should be a tough semester for me. Good luck to me and my friends.

A meaningful day for me and Mr. Poh. Hmm, I've told him and reminded him what is 18th of Jan about. Was the day he dated me to jogging around the school. As you know, just like our test. I still remember the scene which is past by his friend, Kar Wai keep laughing at us. Haha. Quite funny. The day before the jogging day, Mr. Poh got my phone number from me and used it as an excuse that he wants to remind me to bring along my sportswear to school on the next day. Wow, 5 years ago. It was 18.01.2005. Time passes super fast. From high school to uni. Unbelievable. Well, hope Mr. Poh will not get angry after he read this post. Because I've exposed our little love story. Haha. Once again, our love is getting mature in these 5 years. Love you always, my dear. ♥

What a memorable day!! ^

2010-01-17T22:13:00.007+08:00

The weekend.

16.01.2010

Supposed to straighten my dull and curly hair.
But when I woke up, I decided to change my mind. Not going to rebonding my hair on this day.
Due to :

I'm going back to Kampar on Sunday, that's means i gonna clean up the house in Kampar. I can't tahan if I didn't tie up my hair. Once I had straighten my hair, I have to take care of them and must let them remain straight. So I am going to straighten my hair on the coming Saturday.
My sis, Evin comes to KL and I want to meet her just because of long time no see her. If I go and do my hair, I have no time to meet her up. Because I always need half day to do my hair. =.=
I want to go shopping.
I want to spend my time with Mr. Poh.
...

Went to Times Square finally. We were super hungry, had lunch at Papa's Johns.
Hmm. Not bad for the pizza.

After that, met up with Evin. Did a little shopping with her. But the guys seem like no any interaction. Shy, maybe. =]

Went to Giordano. Their pants are quite cheap. So both of us got four pairs of pants there. Two pairs of khakis and one pair of jeans for him and a pair of jeans for me.

While waiting for them to alter our pants, we feel helpless. Nothing can do within an hour.
Yea. We found something to let us spent our time.

There are some decorations for the coming CNY.

Gong Xi Fatt Chai!!

Wooii~Abang, tengokla sini~

See my curly curly hair. Haha. Next week will be gone.

Had dinner with family, bros' girlfriends and Mr. Poh at my house.
We laughed. We enjoyed the delicious food cook by mum. We had fun.
Happy Saturday. =]

17.01.2010

Had brunch with Mr. Poh at Gei Dak Sek, Kepong.
Then back to Kampar again at 3pm++.
I want to stay back in KL~May I? Arghh.

Clean up our house after we reached Kampar house.
Yea. Tomorrow will be the first day of the new semester.
Enjoy. :)

The making of anni stuff.

2010-01-06T01:54:00.011+08:00

The making of anni stuff.

Although I had an unhappy anni, I had made something for him as usual.
Handmade memo board and pegged photo holder.
Sounds interesting?
I think so. =]

First of all, hunt for materials in mum's shop.
Keep walking around and around.
Yea. I had found what I want.

On 30th Dec night, started to do the stuff.

The materials.

Of course, I need facebook to accompany me.

Cut, cut, cut.

Coloring, coloring, coloring.

Paste, paste, paste.

Special thanks to my 3rd brother for helping me to draw the outline of the grass.
It is hard to cut without the outline.

The cloud.

Wow. Almost done for the memo board. :)

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Tadaa!!

Yes. It is simple. That is what I want.
The blank in left hand side can let him keep some special notes in mint condition. :)

Hmm. See! The time was 2 a.m.. Done the memo board with my swollen right eye. It's pain.

The next day, had printed some photos in mum's shop. *by using Xerox photostat machine.
And, laminated those photos. Always did laminating for customers, it's the second time to laminate for my stuff. *the first time was laminated my car's road tax. haha.

Reached home at 11.45pm. After shower, continued the stuff. *with the swollen right eye, again.

The ribbons were chosen by Mr. Poh.

The polka dots' ribbon kinda like so girlish.
No choice, he chose it. Yuhoo~

I done it!!

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It is the back side of the memo board.
Another simple photo holder. ♥
He can change to any side with his mood when it is hanging on the wall.

Was so tired when making this stuff, don't know what is the reason.
Although it was a simple stuff.
Maybe the right eye made me feel tired.

I'm happy to made this little anni present for him, but my anni wasn't happy.
Fate. :)

01.01.10

2010-01-01T21:53:00.004+08:00

01.01.

The 4th anniversary.
Am I happy?
I don't think so. *enough. don't ask me why. please.
Why? He knows.

But, mum told me.
"Girl, sometimes you shouldn't be so stubborn. "

Yes, he knows.
I told him before, "I'm still a stubborn babe, never changing much as well."

My fault? His fault?
It was our fault.

So, I had an unhappy 4th anniversary and a sad new year.
Really got hurt.

I thought I would have a great day on the 4th anni and the new year.
But it wasn't.

Can I cry, now?
Shall we re-celebrate our big day?

Yes, tears can't wait to come out.
Right now.

xmas par

2009-12-25T22:50:00.006+08:00

Merry Christmas. ❄

Had a playful Christmas party at mum's friend's house.
The house can view 180˚ of KL scenery. *awesome!!

His name is Spykee~
Besides celebrating the Christmas, we celebrated his birthday too.

His birthday cake. haha.

Merry Christmas!!

Is a short post, less words.
I think the photos can tell you guys how happy am I. Wahaha~
Actually I m lazy. =]

x'mas eve

2009-12-24T23:25:00.004+08:00

A warm Christmas eve.

Again, celebrated the Christmas eve with my beloved family.
Had buffet dinner in Cititel Hotel, Mid Valley.
Second brother with girlfriend were absent. They went to friend's house BBQ.

Delicious food, nice environment, feeling warm, lovely family. *I like it. =]
Featuring with Santa Claus and clowns.

Mum got this flower from the pro clown.

See! His flower was made by a junior clown. Lousy pattern. Wahahaha~

I got the balloon with two bears holding the love. ♥

We had joy, we had fun during our dinner.
Clowns show some magic to make us happy.

After the dinner, Mr. Poh accompanied me to megamall and took some photos with the x'mas decorations. The decoration is not bad. *nice. ^

Wow. Looks so fat. Haha. Like it.

The day before x'mas eve.

2009-12-23T23:04:00.013+08:00

The day before x'mas eve.

Hang out with babe Sann.
Supposed to drive to Time Square, but will meet up with Mr. Poh at night.
So decided to take putra and monorail to reach there.
Had some argument with the stupid malay worker who work at the monorail station in Imbi.
Of course, we no bird her and start our shopping session in Time Square.

Walked here, walked there.
Laughed this, laughed that.
Tried shirt, tried dress.
Ate rice, drank drinks.

Evening, walked to Pavilion from Time Square with Sann in a light rain.
After reached there, was enjoying the sesame shake and watermelon shake at MOF.

While looking for girl stuff in Forever 21, Mr. Poh was reached there also.
He purposely went to Pavilion because he wanted to fulfill what his troublesome girlfriend wants.
Three of us were searching for Kenny Rogers Roasters in Pavilion. But, couldn't found it.
So we had dinner at Ying Ker Lou, the Hakka cuisine.

It was 8pm!!
Faster shifted to the main door in Pavilion and just because of the fake snow. =]

The bubbles "snow" stop at 8.30pm. Was a short period, but i were super enjoy. =]

Took some photos outside Pavilion.
The decoration was great!!

Hmm. Xinjunrella has to back home earlier. *actually the time was 9pm only, but mum rushed me. =.=

I like the time when talking, sharing, laughing, eating, drinking, etc with Sann.
No pressure at all.
We can talk whatever we want.
We can share anything when we happy or sad.
No matter it is a raining day or sunny day.

And of course, I love Mr. Poh.
He always makes me happy.
Sometimes he might not gives what I want, but I know he is busy in his work.
So I am satisfied whatever he gave me.
Once again, thank you. ❤

end.

2009-12-21T15:39:00.007+08:00

end.

The first year study in Utar is end.
And, having sem break now. =]

Year 1, Sem 1.
All about blower team.
All about yam cha.
All about pairs, pairs and pairs. *and it really get trouble. don't play play next time. =[
All about numbers. *no 1, 4, 5 x2, 7 x2, 8, 9, 10, 11.
That's all. =]

Year 1, Sem 2.
Talking about assignments.
Talking about Laurier Lá Fresh. *our new sanitary pad with aromatherapy.
Talking about the combination of blower team and rainbow team.
Talking about "Back to 70's" prom night.
Talking about Lumut trip.
Talking about Mr. Soh Or Kan.
Talking about fun.
Was a busy sem. =]

Year 1, Sem 3.
A birthday sem.
A lot of birthday bashss.
A sem of learning Tamil.
A relax sem.
A short sem. =]

That's all for my 1st year, Bachelor of Communication (Hons) Public Relations in Utar, Kampar.

pancake day.

2009-12-18T19:50:00.009+08:00

the pancake day.

was making pancake.
had fun with housemates and bro.

But, my little hand kena the wok. *pain.

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See the picture above, and following are the descriptions:

1. Thought wanna use the Hello Kitty pan to make the cutie pancake. But, due to some technical problems, it was failure.
2. Give up to make the Hello Kitty pancake.
3. Threw away the stupid pan into the basin.
4. And, decided to make a heart shape pancake.
5. It seem to be success. See!! the bubble came out already.
6. Yuhoo~ Heart shape pancake done!! ❤❤

I made those pancakess with the funny face. haha.

My heart shape pancake. ❤ =]

happy happy. :)

around the corner.

2009-12-18T00:21:00.004+08:00

Around the corner.

Yea. Christmas is just around the corner.
Quite exciting for this season.

But, final exam is on Saturday.
I think I have to concentrate on my study.
Have to put maximum effort on it too.

Study mode : ON!!

Will be back soon. =]

another happy day.

2009-12-15T19:52:00.006+08:00

14th Dec.
Noon. Went to KL Sentral bought ticket.
Met a cute, old aunty.
Aunty is same surname with me. So ngam. :)
And, I help her to buy ticket due to she couldn't speak well in Malay.
See! I was so helpful. *Yuhoo~

But, Mr. Poh was in emo mood. =.=
He thought I lost in KL Sentral, so he go and find me.
At the same time, my car kena locked by the police.
Luckily he didn't fine me and released the lock for me. =]

He still emo. *Scare lea. =[
We went to Bangsar Village.
Always pass by there, but never went into it.
After went there, quite disappointed. Thought it should be a nice place to shopping, but it is not.

But I found something there. And I must say I like it.

Cupcakes from Bisou Bake Shop.

Hmm. Is time to back to school!!
It was Chong Hwa 90th anniversary celebrations dinner.

Jamming in Taman Kaya. *See his little tummy. haha.

Chong Hwa was super crowed.
Met some friends there. *Happy.

My dearest Yin Ling.

p/s ♥ don't angry Mr. Poh la.
and thanks for your belated birthday and early chrismas present.
I like it so so much. =]

Cathryn.

Friends.

My ex-hostel roommate.

My beloved babe.

My lovely Mr. Poh.

I like this. ♥

Had a great day!!

the day of playing masak-masak.

2009-12-04T22:38:00.005+08:00

今天留在家。
下午去了霸级市场闲逛。
传了简讯问傅先生要不要吃晚餐。
他说要。
结果买了些材料打算回家煮。

一切家务打点完后才褒饭。

今日菜肴：

☑番茄炒蛋

☑鲍鱼汁虾米时菜
☑柠檬酥鸡

偷拍 1

偷拍 2 (但被发现了。)

正式的拍

^@^

爸妈吃了说 “这一餐是最好吃的。” ^^

十二月一日。

2009-12-01T23:20:00.004+08:00

在一起，又一个月了。
三年十一个月。

但实际上来算，不止是三年。

因为，习惯忽略掉2005年。
总是喜欢从2006年算起。

原因是，比较容易记。

上个月，疯狂的上网购物。
12月的第一天，又买了。

告诉自己，这是12月的第一次，也是最后一次。
省钱啊！！救命～

19号就要考试了。
现在，还是先玩玩吧。：）

^___________^

2009-11-25T00:44:00.002+08:00

习惯就好..
又不是第一次..

可是..

我真的很不爽!!!

变了?

2009-11-23T20:57:00.003+08:00

刚和米可谈天..

让我想到她..

人..
真的会变..

好朋友..
也会变得陌生..

当她需要你时, 才会记得这个朋友..
当我需要她时, 她说她很忙..

或许..
真的很忙吧..

算了..
做回以前的好朋友就好了.. :)

Once a friend, always a friend.

纯粹是突然想到的, 没有别的意义..^^

Jun's 19th

2009-11-14T23:34:00.012+08:00

Had a memorable, wonderful, happy, enjoyable 19th birthday.
Really really happy.
Because I never spent such birthday celebration before.
I could say, this was my first time.

Actually I like last year birthday also, because that time I was traveling at China with my mum and bro. But it was celebrated without my friends. Some more, I lost my purse on my birthday.

This year, my family, friends and housemates celebrated with me.
Super happy~

The day before my birthday, celebrated with housemates and of course with my 3rd bro also.
Surprised!!
My bro called me when I was playing the Bejeweled Blitz in Facebook.
"Girl~~Come down and eat dinner~~"
"Oh~Coming~"
When I step on the last stair, the light switched off suddenly.
"Omg.." I realised what's going on.

I like this.

Took bath after the first birthday celebration.
Continued stay in Facebook and watching a funny video with my housemates.
Suddenly, somebody knocked my door. "Siapa tu?"
Shocked!!
All my pk friends were standing outside my room.

Thank you so much my dear friends.
I really very very happy.

Hello Kitty cake!!

After kissed with my Hello Kitty cake.

After my PR friends ciao, my "ex".......classmate Bin and my son came to my house and celebrated with me again.
They came to my house when my PR friends were celebrating with me and they feel paiseh, so they came my house again around 2am.

Thank you for coming and also the cake. :)

The next day, back to KL alone by taking ktm.
Then my "mummy", Nic went to ktm station and fetch me.
After picked up Cecil and Yin Ling, we went to Pavilion's T.G.I Friday's had lunch.

Enjoyed the time with them. Feel so relax~

They sent me back home after we had the crazy lunch.
Sorry for the messy of my room. haha.

Started to dress up myself for going to dinner with Mr. Poh.
We went to Shangri-La Hotel and had a romantic dinner in a restaurant named "Lafite".
Nice environment.
Thank you dear, you did it. ❤
Well done!!
I like whatever you gave me.

I like the yellow tulips.^

Sunday, birthday celebration again. With my beloved family.

Feel very "fish". All people in the restaurant were focused on me because of the birthday song. =.= (Chinese version + Cantonese version) Arghh.

^^ My family.

Happy 19th birthday!!
Thank you everybody.
Thank you for giving me those surprises.
Thank you for all the wishes.
Thank you for the presents.

Thanks a lot.
I appreciate it~✩

Japan Charity Fiesta & Bazaar 2009

2009-11-08T19:10:00.012+08:00

The 37th Japan Charity Fiesta & Bazaar 2009 was held at Hotel Nikko.
This was the n times I've took part in this charity bazaar.

My mum and I used to be the first one to queue in the line every year and the reason is...we like to attend this charity bazaar. As simple as that. ^

the tickets of the charity bazaar and the door gifts.

This charity bazaar is well known for its hand-sewn items, handicraft, homemade Japanese food and some local social welfare organizations also selling their wares at this bazaar.

all the hand-sewn bags. *I like it.

crowed.

In this bazaar, we can dress up the summer kimono and take photos at here.

see! the malay girl also trying the kimono.^

I tried it at year 2007. ^

mum and I. *blur

me, 2nd bro and mum.

We bought a lot of things every year and this year also. ^__^
No doubt, sure we will attend this charity bazaar again in the long run.

sis's birthday.

2009-11-06T19:27:00.011+08:00

Yea. :)
It was my sis, Evin's early birthday celebration. *She is older than me 1 week.
After the Sun Zi 's art of war class, I asked my brother took the cupcakes to DDK5. *Thanks. :)
Then I prepared the cupcakes with those cutie alphabets candles.

I entered class, Evin asked a silly question. "边个生日噢?"
And, is her birthday la. =D

Hope she will like it.
Actually her cupcakes supposed to be this one.

But when I went to the shop and collect, the worker in the shop said
there is no record about my order. *wth.

Moreover , I've made the payment few days ago. Arghh.

Really angry that time, purposely drove there and jammed on the road for nearly 2 hours, and I got nothing after reached the shop. *The shop located at Damansara Uptown, damn far from my house.

So, I forced to take this design from the shop and can't achieved Evin's wish which is to get the Playboy's cupcakes. *So sorry, sis. :)

Anyway, hope she will like that cupcakes la.

all pkss.

posting.

yummy. =)

The class photo of the year. ^

Happy Birthday to my beloved Evin. ❤

I'm back.

2009-11-05T14:17:00.006+08:00

A light rain began to fall, I'm having my brunch which is my favorite oatmeal porridge. =)
And, I decided to continue blogging in the long run.
I've changed my blog skin, I hid my previous posts.
Everything changed.

Let's get new~

Why? There is no reason at all.
Just feel like wanna blogging again. =)
May I?

p/s ♥ I don't know how to make it to leave comment at my post.
So friends, if you wanna leave comment, just leave it at the TAG BOARD. :)